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Juyoi Chiang
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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
(Design & Media)
This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights.
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Tuesday, August 3, 2010
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eing able to cry, is a blessing.
If i get to choose, i'll rather im not born.
Life is so harsh all the time, and bad things are like virus, when the 1st came, many more will tag along.
Everytime i feel vexed for no reason, means something bad is going to happen.
People who knows me well will know tat, and had proven myself everytime accurately.
This morning before i went to sch, i was pouring food for my hamsters.
And i noticed a 2nd dead fetus in choppy's cage.
I saw the first one on sunday.
Logic tells me tat she had the fetus stuck inside her womb for like at least 2 days since sunday.
She cant even walk and blood is on the beddings every corner of the cage.
I looked at her food, she doesnt seem to be eating much, or at all.
I dont know how others feel abt seeing a pet being sick, but to me, its like see-ing my own child.
And a type of torment to see her with the sunken eye and messy fur, and bleed.
I had no choice but to attend sch first, thinking tat i will have no choice but to cancel the meeting with angie at 2, and bring her to pet's lover first.
After class, i hurried home to see her.
OMG I saw her crawling with the dead fetus half hanging inside her womb!!
WTH? She cant seem to get it out, and obviously, she is still bleeding.
Oh damn... Nvm, i tot. I couldt just bring her to the pet lovers.
Cabbed my way thr. Cause its her life at stake.
Nothing can be more important than a life.
The pet's Lover vet looked at her and the hanging legs of the fetus,said she could do nothing.
And if i dont bring her to the clinic, she is gonna sleep forever.
Wat a nice way to put it but ya...
For a moment i stunned.
Vet clinics are usually VerY expensive.
The consultation fees are itself is 36 dollars.
Took another cab to balestier road as i cant find the bus 130 bus stop, and time is ticking.
When i reach, i was addressed as an emergency case.
The veterinian asked me in and says tat she has to put choppy to slp first, and then pull out the fetus, but if it cant work, then she will have to do a dont know wat suction thing?
Something like how we humans do abortion.
And she made me sign a thing tat says if choppy die, they are not gonna be responsible for it =(
Shortly afterwards, i was chased out of the room.
An hour of waiting was like 10 years of waiting for me.
The fetus is removed, did some anti bacteria thing on her, and then X-ray to see if there is anymore fetus inside her or not.
Uhoh, sad to say, i only have 100 dollars and yup i still owe them 50 plus.
So im gonna go for a job interview tmr and work and pay them back asap.
No matter wat, i didnt regret or listen to my mum, saying to let her die.
Life and is something tat i will exchange all monetary for, even though im such a money minded person.
It was 5.30 after all the struggling. Dragged my empty stomach to the lecture hall.
Pets are not allowed in the campus haha but the teachers didnt scold me after i told them the reason.
I missed the photoshoot.
I am very sad i missed the chance. But Hey, i repeat again.
I did not regret saving her life.
Back at home, dont know wat my mum is crying abt.
Need not to ask, its definately abt us and money again.
No more jewellaries to pawn.
Can we still eat?
It is still questionable.
The following picture is marked as disclaimers.Do not scroll down if u dont use to see it.
The red thing on her? Yup its the fetus.
After everthing....
She hides there to prevent me from handling her.
I love choppy. Rest well. Get healthy soon!
eing able to cry, is a blessing.If i get to choose, i'll rather im not born.
Life is so harsh all the time, and bad things are like virus, when the 1st came, many more will tag along.
Everytime i feel vexed for no reason, means something bad is going to happen.
People who knows me well will know tat, and had proven myself everytime accurately.
This morning before i went to sch, i was pouring food for my hamsters.
And i noticed a 2nd dead fetus in choppy's cage.
I saw the first one on sunday.
Logic tells me tat she had the fetus stuck inside her womb for like at least 2 days since sunday.
She cant even walk and blood is on the beddings every corner of the cage.
I looked at her food, she doesnt seem to be eating much, or at all.
I dont know how others feel abt seeing a pet being sick, but to me, its like see-ing my own child.
And a type of torment to see her with the sunken eye and messy fur, and bleed.
I had no choice but to attend sch first, thinking tat i will have no choice but to cancel the meeting with angie at 2, and bring her to pet's lover first.
After class, i hurried home to see her.
OMG I saw her crawling with the dead fetus half hanging inside her womb!!
WTH? She cant seem to get it out, and obviously, she is still bleeding.
Oh damn... Nvm, i tot. I couldt just bring her to the pet lovers.
Cabbed my way thr. Cause its her life at stake.
Nothing can be more important than a life.
The pet's Lover vet looked at her and the hanging legs of the fetus,said she could do nothing.
And if i dont bring her to the clinic, she is gonna sleep forever.
Wat a nice way to put it but ya...
For a moment i stunned.
Vet clinics are usually VerY expensive.
The consultation fees are itself is 36 dollars.
Took another cab to balestier road as i cant find the bus 130 bus stop, and time is ticking.
When i reach, i was addressed as an emergency case.
The veterinian asked me in and says tat she has to put choppy to slp first, and then pull out the fetus, but if it cant work, then she will have to do a dont know wat suction thing?
Something like how we humans do abortion.
And she made me sign a thing tat says if choppy die, they are not gonna be responsible for it =(
Shortly afterwards, i was chased out of the room.
An hour of waiting was like 10 years of waiting for me.
The fetus is removed, did some anti bacteria thing on her, and then X-ray to see if there is anymore fetus inside her or not.
Uhoh, sad to say, i only have 100 dollars and yup i still owe them 50 plus.
So im gonna go for a job interview tmr and work and pay them back asap.
No matter wat, i didnt regret or listen to my mum, saying to let her die.
Life and is something tat i will exchange all monetary for, even though im such a money minded person.
It was 5.30 after all the struggling. Dragged my empty stomach to the lecture hall.
Pets are not allowed in the campus haha but the teachers didnt scold me after i told them the reason.
I missed the photoshoot.
I am very sad i missed the chance. But Hey, i repeat again.
I did not regret saving her life.
Back at home, dont know wat my mum is crying abt.
Need not to ask, its definately abt us and money again.
No more jewellaries to pawn.
Can we still eat?
It is still questionable.
The following picture is marked as disclaimers.Do not scroll down if u dont use to see it.
The red thing on her? Yup its the fetus.
After everthing....
She hides there to prevent me from handling her.
I love choppy. Rest well. Get healthy soon! Labels: Journal