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Juyoi Chiang

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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
(Design & Media)

This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights.



Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Im officially 17 now, feels more mature but still childish.
Compared to many ppl in class, im still very young huh?
Alright.. this year's celebration is really fun!
Okay... this morning i wake up feeling really shag, but i forced myself to wake up earlier becos i need to dl notes for the test in the evening.
OMG i sms-ed my classmates becos i cant find whr to dl them.
And wat happened was... just when i was abt to leave home to print my VP assignment,
i finally managed to find it with the help of sufi and kelvin.
It was kinda saddening becos there are so many pages!
And the notes are in power point slide format-.-''
Anyways, i gave up.
First attempt to put on my fake lashes xD
i think it didnt turn out tat bad i hope?
Successfully made it in time for VP class.
Did presentation ,nothing special.
After sch met up with khoon!=)
First time i tried to walk from sch to plaza sing.
Its far!
At least its futher than bugis junction.
Well glad i made it thr myself.
Hahas xD
When to daiso but couldnt find fake nails.
Then i tot tat haix nvm, i wouldnt be able to audi with them on, so... forget it.
next khoon came, we went to eat at kopitiam=)
The uncle gave me a large serving of chicken! I couldnt finish them hahas^^
After tat we tried to catch a movie but none of the timings are good cause i have test at 6.
We walked around and bought medium size yogurt to eat.
Recently so attached to yogurt.
The Quan yin's infected me =P
Then we went to his house and have a fast nap, went to sch for test.
Not many studied for the test.
Sitting between angela and vivi, we gave answers to each other.
Though i couldnt produce much answers, im the middle man so i deserve some credits too huh!
Done in half an hour.
Went illuma and have berrylite's yogurt! Yummy!
Then me and khoon went bugis junction to buy XXL chicken pieces,
3 sticks of tori Q chicken, and miso soup.
LOLS!! =)
Finally reached home for celebration at 7.30
Sis took many pictures witht he DLSR,
daddy gave me alot of things this year tgt with mummy.
DSLR, phone,red packet!
Khoon's bro even gave us money to have fun =P
Least expected, even tian yi kor kor bought me smth from faceshop! ^^
Of cos sabrina jie jie bought cake and a gift, =)
milly jiejie promised a movie outing,=)
Sis and qing and xuan and wei jian got me presents too.
WOW!
its a really 'fruitfull' year this time.
Heard tat we are all going genting this year end.
Not confirmed yet... but hope tat the whole FAMILY can go tgt...=( Never went overseas tgt before...as a family.
Hmm... maybe khoon can join too! =)
Its a really fun celebration, or rather a good gathering.
Awesome time to spend tgt with the family i realise..
I prayed for smthing cool just now, unlike the past years...xD
gonna do my homework now!
Though im really tired but if i dont do it,its gonnna be a bad start of my year 17.
Thanks for everything peeps!!!^^



Monday, August 30, 2010

Sudden loss my tongue.
haha... wanted to note down many things here, and yet brain shuts down hahas.
Hmm... alright, im finally 17!
yay today's my birthday.
its gonna be the first time im going to sch for lesson during my bday.
Since kindergarten, primary and secondary, my bday either lies on teacher's day celeb, or weekends...
its really a very different 17 year new for me.
Or it could be a good start.
Finally 17, thinking back to the past years.
Tried my dream, been through tough and fun times tgt with the rest, its really nothing regretable.
Well, maybe except the fact tat i didnt pass the math O lvl?
Hahas!!
Maybe everything is destined, and i'll just walk the path im lead to.
Many of a times, when situations are seemingly hopeless, there will be a door tat open from a different direction.
Hmm, this year is unexpected year for me.
Didnt know tat there are so many ppl whom remebered its my bday=P
12 oclock and many ppl are wishing me best in facebook and sms.
Im so elated.
Thinking of last year, it was teacher's day celebration.
clique was divided into 2.
I was so sad when i hint her a thousound times and she refuse to even say happy bday to me.
LOLS!!
How dumb am i?
This year, i didnt even tell them it was my bday, and all the wishes flooded in.
Maybe its really true tat when u are contented with wat u have, somehow, u will get more things?
Either way!
Bday resolution...
Haix i hate making the same resolution for the past years cause its not gonna work huh!
Which is...
Can i stop biting my nails?!
Hahas xD
And many others... but if i can make a wish and it is really coming true...
I'll wish for every1 to be contented~
=P
SAS test tmr! Done my VP homework, gonna print it out tmr at kodak or watever xD
Goodluck to me...
Food for thought: It is really a blessing for me this year... Im satisfied=)

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Friday, August 27, 2010

Wanna just make a post about today before i slp~
Today i watched a movie with khoon at his place=)
Its a japanese movie, starring kira( also yagami light in death note).
It was a thriller movie, simply make ur heart pounds and ur brain work.
Once in awhile watching this type of movie themes its really healthy huh?
The title is 'The Ulitimate Gambler'.
He as the main lead is a so called 'loser' in reality.
Rich ppl tries to make a kingdom by tricking poor men to work for them and all.
Kira( known as kaiji in the movie), was just a normal boy trying to make a better life for himself everyday but is a lazy bum, he dont know how or cant work out his way and thus work as a cashier in some provision shop.
Hehe its really nice! ^^
Alright going to slp now... tired nah xD

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Thursday, August 26, 2010

Today was really hectic!
I have every intention to skip photography class and 3D class today.
Becos i woke up this morning to do my 3D homework, and failed-.-
Tried to put on the fake lashes i bought tat day and failed again.
Had not a single idea wat to wear for studio shooting.
And no time to do anything!
Haix, i didnt want to be irresponsible as sarah would be upset if i didnt turn up.
And i dont want to risk missing attendance and fail module.
Actually things hadnt change much for nafa school life o.o
Minus off the chapels, devotion, flag raising and wearing sch uniform in sec sch
Everything seems the same?
Well in the end everything turned out fine, which made me heave a sigh of relieve.
I was able to take photos with sarah, and thought a few poses for her, which i think,
Made her look really awesome.
I seem to have improved in my photography class=)
Everything or anyone i took seems beautiful.
Superb isnt it?
Becos i was register 3, me and sarah is the 3rd pair who did it.
We are able to take our time compared to pairs at the back.
Lucky thing is, angela totally saved my butt this time!
First time im mentioning this new friend in my blog, she is international student who sit next to me, a very pretty korean lady, (tat didnt go for plastic surgery), and one who thinks she is average looking but if she is in reality very cute and lively.
How greedy right?! just kidding =P
I asked her if i should go for 3D class or not becos i dont want to get lower marks becos of late submission, and if im absent, i could hand in next week and not leave a bad impression for the lecturer.
She asked me why and i told her, and guess wat?
She printed out some extra art and craft pictures, like those cut and glue it up pictures,
And handed it to me.
And thanks to tat i got a 80 from the lecturer, and im able to attend class!^^
Actually im really afraid tat i would get higher marks than her, so i didnt cut the edges neatly, hoping just to pass, or at least not score better than her, or i will be very guilty.
How great tat she is able to score 83 with her cute rabbit!
Class ended early, bonding is important, so i went to took circle line and bras basah with her.
OMG?
Who knows its damn far frm payalebar mrt.
yes i regretted.
But wat can i do?
I tapped card alrdy hahas.
She is really hilarious before the gantry when we tap card.
I was digging my canon back for my card and she tot i didnt bring.
She told me if i could tap in with her card the 2nd time.
hahas? xD
Hmm, finally made up my mind to take up whatever shyte job.
I think 5-6 is very little a waste of time to work part time,
Considering i earn 30 per hour for sales almost everyday in starhub.
But hmm, i dont want to go back to sales again.
Khoon doesnt really like.
So a more 'decent' job would be those broad day light job like waitress.
(Although the pay is like robbery too -.-)
its better than nothing, and right now, angela wants to experience working in sg,
im gonna look for a job with 2 vacancies.
hehe xD
I chained alot in audi!
Played friendly fam battle.
Im satisfied with my fast bpm cfm.
Alright tats abt it=)

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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Hehe just finished watching the movie,
L changed the world.
It was awesome bcause the movie were not part of the death note series,
except for the part that he wrote his name on the book which left him 23 days to live.
The young female lead( Kid starring name maki), has a really bright smile!
Gussed much about the mathematical genious young boy to be 'Near'.
Well.. so sad tat L still cant win over death.
Alright tats about it.
Hmm... was quite confused the whole day today.
Either im in school or after school, Im still in a stuffed-brained mode.
Half the class is booking studio outside for the photography class.
Sarah, my partner is sad because i didnt really wanted to go.
I jsut tot tat its a little too impulsive to act before seeking advice from the teacher.
Becos if we dont have enough time to do, the teacher is going to add lesson and make arrangement for us.
Glad some1 agrees with me.
Actually if u ask me, i still regretted.
If i can think the way i think now 2 years back, i would have not been this way.
Anyway my future is very vast right now.
I really dont know wat i will do in the future.
Take a step at a time, but im always warn to: Look before I leap.
Food for thought today:
I wont say everyone, but more than 80% of the people i know, or i can daringly say 95%, are genorous, with other ppl's thing. Be it moneytary or not. Which made me think tat this world, which is the reality is such an awful place at times. Liek for example, using our parent's money( allowance) we always find it very easy to part with our money but when we really earn hard for it like taking up a part time job earning 5 dollars per hour after school for 3 hours maybe, would be still think tat 12.50 is a small amount? When ur mum gives u 10 dollars a day, u can spend it all, but when u realise she earns the little 5 dollars per hour with her part time job she takes whenever possible, do u think twice before u buy a gucci bag? A LV bag to show off to the rest. Like this case studio, a friend came to me and said tat if i dont go, i would be creating alot of problem becos my partner wants to go, and its only 12.50 and maybe we are only doing it once. Its not like i dont want to go and have fun taking photographs but hey, it is really something necessary? Which comes to another point tat when u dont experience hardship urself, U will never be able to know how it feels with ur 5 senses or 6th sense. Do not need to compare how ur life have been for the past years with others, becos life is fair. Look around and u will see. Some1's flithy rich but he's not happy at all. Some's born crippled but life is treating him good. Sometimes, we really need to think before we talk.Dont argue back at me because, im in the 95% too. Its really depressing tat life is like tat. Nah, im still very immature now. Give me 4 more years=) Would life be better?

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

Wow its like really long since ive last posted huh?!
Went to celebrate my bday with lumch, fooch, chuach, yongch.
hahas=) me and fooch had a great day being sucked blood by mosquitoes at the pet farm!
And its quite dissapointing to me tat thr is no rabbits thr T.T
Yongch bluff my feeling!
But hehe he has a nice car =P
We went many places!
Like sentosa, town and pasir ris, and back to town again...
Good to have a driver here!
It was great testing out my new DSLR.
Yogurt's damn nice=)
I rmb the first time i had it was sabrina jie jie's treat.
Its like super long ago!=)
Of cos it wasnt at illuma...
Anyway was playing monster rancher past few days.
Through the PSP.
Thanks for the many efforts for installing it on my PC,
though it failed and i said im sad but im not =P
Thanks khoon! xD
Anyway ya... lumch wanna drink,
so... fixing a date soon!=)
khoon house so dirty de the floor and all =P
She still wanna go.
hahas! xD
Finished my homeword for tmr's class.
Going to slp soon, tired nah.

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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Hehe!
Been a week since i last posted tat short phrase =P
Everything has started anew and im glad ive decided and made my choice=)
Nothing much to talk abt it alrdy.
OMG OMG Guess wat!
My dad and mum gave me my birthday present!
Which is....
Tada!
1000D Canon DSLR!
hahas xD It might not be the best model but i appreciated it very much.
Actually i was planning to get G11.
But ppl always say, the best compact camera is uncomparable to the worst DSLR.
Plus the price is much cheaper than i expected, and mum is alright with it.
Its 718 for the package xD
First time receiving such an expensive birthday present,
Though the most expensive one is this laptop, By khoon =P
Hmm... went to did my photography homework!
So cool sia ~
Steady not!^^
Made plans on this friday xD
Anyway class is cool!
The advertising teacher super....
SUCKS.
Cant hear a shit from him.
hahas we are like making fun of him like.. 'he should learn to advertise himself first =P'
Tmr gonna print my assignment pictures at peace centre, recommended by peter.
He's so cool! Hardcore soar-throat vocalist.
LOL. U know wat i mean.... =P
Unique and special voice^^
But Yp's voice is the best!
Listen to him sing will really faint de =P
Tats all for today! kacha!^^

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Disappointed much.

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Monday, August 9, 2010

Hmm.. woke up early in this morning!
my mum thought i had sch at 9 so she woke up up at 8 O.O
LOLS. My sch starts at 12 noon today though.
These 2 days been talking to many many friends.
Hahas xD
They all told me that if im unhappy with wat im doing now, no point carrying on.
But hey, i still love watever im doing now.
May have disagreements, may have conflicts.
Will Do wrong things, sometimes by law its right but its still seems as wrong.
Will have lots of misunderstandings becos things arent explain well or ppl just intrepret it wrongly.
But these things is part of life=)
As long as you know tat u are doing the correct thing,
even if ppl tells u tat its wrong, u just have to listen, and improve on urself.
Which is also part of learning.
Like sometimes u are being true to some1, but tat person think otherwise.
But when some1 is showing a facade, we cant really tell.
But one day time will show. So hahas!! xD Dont really have to worry abt so much now.
And one day is she/he still cant tell then she/he will be at the losing end.
For me, just leave my day as itself.
Do not need to get happy for weeks just becos im praised for something.
And of cos i wont get upset for weeks just becos i get reprimanded.
Back to choppy!
She is sleeping soundly now=)
So glad she is okay.
Nothing much had change since then.
Yay^^
The rest of them had grown much bigger!
Xiao Bai is even fatter than her mummy kiki.
LOLS=)
Thats a happy family xD
Looking through the album ive dedicated for hawrny and hawrny only, realise he actually look and behave very much like kimo right now!!
Cause they are of the same breed duh -.-''
Finally sch is starting soon and i finally gotten my allowance for the week.
No more maggie mee le.
Feng zai cui, yu zai da, wo dou neng ao de guo lai, na jiu shi wo.
Its the first day of hungry ghost festival.
Mum and sis went to temple, while im going for sch now.
Tatas! Shall blog again later=)
Anyway i met new friends online again xD
And my skills didnt really deprove much after a few days of exercising =P
Brand new week ahead and lets make it worth while.
Gambatte ne!

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Sunday, August 8, 2010

Thanks for the flowers ytd, yong!
And of cos ur ride home=) + support by coming down, giving several critics.
hahas.. All of a sudden i miss my sec sch clique!!
Supposingly they have this dinner today...
But i cant go again. No $.$ hahas=P
next time okay! Next time i organise those dont come i'll die u =P
Hmm...got to do my homework now=)
Stacking up le!! xD

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Just finished the last event ytd, challenge the celebrities.
Most enjoyable performance was by natri!
She's never fails to amaze me and its really pleasurable to see her perform.
Met 3 artiste from forest talent=)
One of them is our senior bryan, whom has a dazzling voice=)
He is also talented in composing and plays instruments at his finger tips.
Role model for us!
The 2 other artistes had good profiles and after seeing their performance its really eye-opening.
Youthbox artiste are there to PK us as well.
Yeah they do look variant and refreshing.
It was a wonderful experience for me.
Learnt alot of vocals pro and cons.
Some vocals u just dont want to hear it twice as u get sick of it and irritated.
Some vocals u want to hear it as many times as possible becos it brings out the feel everytime.
X-factor is through how u dress up urself.
It is also co-connected to star factor.
Tats wat i think la=)
Ren kao Yi Zhuang, fo kao Jin Zhuang.
Dont know how to dress myself, maxing out my possiblities so im sure i'll figure it out soon.
SORRY FOR BEING UNABLE TO BUY CLOTHES RIGHT NOW BECOS IM SIMPLY PENNILESS, and have no nice clothes at home.
I spend my every dollar at the clinic and was alrdy eating maggie mee after tat.
And im still oweing them money =P
Until now, i didnt regret ABIT, saving her life.
Every thing holds a different status in one person's heart.
Do u think i want to miss out my chance too?
Do u think i want to risk myself and effort ive been putting in?
What ive been trying to express is... Zhong shen ping deng.
We cherish human life, becos we have a bond with them.
After relating this incident to this particular some1, she throw me with a question.
'If my mum had an heart attack and my hamster is in the same critical condition,nobody else is there for them except me, who would i save?'
Im not a least surprised being ask this question.
For most cases, they would give up saving their pet and rescue their mum.
But hey, wat i would do is to call my aunts, who lives units abv my flat to come down to my mum. Try to calm my mum first, and call the ambulance. After seeing tat they are on the ambulance, i would kip my contact with my aunt and bring my pet to the hospital, after sending it to the vet, i would go over to the hospital later. I wont sacrifice any single one. And im not a talk talk only person for ppl who knows me TRUELY well, like friends like yanying and quan yin, i also mean wat i say. if u think tat im not some1 like tat, too bad u are just wrong becos u just see the surface of me.
To me, they are both 2 lifes i cherish.
I do things the logical way. I weigh things by priority but i dont live my life with regrets.
I know chances and opportunity dont come everytime.
But life, there is only once.
Shen ming, zhi you yi ci.
Dang yi ge ren de ming zhang wo zai ni de shou li shi, ni hui fang qi ma?
I stated the abv mum and hamster thing only to show tat i love both of them and i would do everything and sacrifice evrything in exchange for their lifes.
But lets say in this case, if my mum is alrdy dead at tat time, of cos i would bring my hamster to the pet no matter how grieved i am.
Sadness and saving a person's life is 2 different thing.
For tats wat i understand.
I dont expect any1 to roger me or agree with me but if u have some1 u love, u will understand.
I despise those who dont cherish the life of their pet and take care of them just becos they are cute/ fun to be with.
I take up a pet and learn to be responsible.
wo zuo shen me shi qing dou dui de qi tian di liang xin.
Zuo ren, bu guan ni shi ren, yi ren(artiste), dou yao wen xin wu kui.
I tot of the consequences before my actions and im ready for anything.
Im ready to receive any punishment if u think i deserve it.
Might think im hopeless right now huh?
Im not posting this to get recognition by any1 but recently im kinda disappointed too...
haix.
I just want to remind myself of wat had happened recently and wat kind of choices ive made.
In this world, its not like 'who has the last word wins'.
Its who has the best point.
When i say i will jiayou, i take up my whole time to train.
It doesnt matter if nobody sees it or not becos results is smth tat will show in the future.
Mr J has a poor background. Wat abt me? how much of me do u know?
The wisest man in china history is the wisest men becos he knows himself well.
I dont know myself well, but i do know i understand myself and wat im doing.
I respect those who deserves my respect.
boss,serena, and my seniors(by age they all are LOLS).
Everyone has their own story to tell, tats why life is colorful.
Boss intro-ed me and gave me chances to the entertainment industry.He taught me not only vocal techniques but many other things to groom me into some1 different. For the many efforts he took to pick a song and many other tiny efforts he had made and most importantly, the care and concern he had, was most admiring.
He is tired. Emotionally. Many times i wanted to do things tat i wont regret in the future, but clashes with his idea. Im sincerely apologetic. Im not some1 tat apologise for everything. it hurts me to see him getting hurt by me.
I think hua hu hua pi nan hua gu, zhi rne zhi mian bu zhi xin is wrong.
Sooner or later, when u tear the skin and rip the bones u will see the heart.
But whether if its still counting its beat, depends on who u tear and how u rip.
Tats life.
I dont want to be a backstabber for some1 i trust.
I want to be honest and truthful.
Like right now.
But can i?
I can. Only if im permissioned to.

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Saturday, August 7, 2010

Made new friends in class=)
hahas all are friendly and fun to work with.
And they all make me depressed lol!! ARG=)
We are talking abt bust size during break time.
Hahas!! Theirs are like so.. O_O
while mine in like so =.=
ya okay in case anyone wants to get push up bras for me, hahas im 32B.
At least tats wat the tag says LOL.
And its not over size or too small.
Even if its smaller, and u can tell, pls dont tell me thank you.
I dont know why im posting this now, right be4 im going for an event.
For ya i just think i need to improve my bust size before i get too old for it =P
I just think its nicer on clothes.
Hmm... did some research it says tat eating papaya helps.
Asian myth.
But worth a try.
I prefer to eat it than drink milk.
Some papaya is just tasty^^
Milk.. unless its chocolate or strawberry =) banana.. can la, but must be HL de xD
If not other parts of my body will grow fat @.@
Some even says get ur men to suck it o.o
LOLS? Sry ive got no men now and im not interested in tat method anyway.
And i dont think it work hahas =P
It says when u get pregnant ur breast will get bigger, and then by then if i dont feed my baby milk then maybe wont strink back hor?
Hahas =P selfish -.-
Anyway ya hmm... not really confident with later on but aiya!
Che dao shan qian bi you lu, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.
Talked to serena just now.
Hahas. Shared alot of things=)

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Tuesday, August 3, 2010

BBoldeing able to cry, is a blessing.
If i get to choose, i'll rather im not born.
Life is so harsh all the time, and bad things are like virus, when the 1st came, many more will tag along.
Everytime i feel vexed for no reason, means something bad is going to happen.
People who knows me well will know tat, and had proven myself everytime accurately.
This morning before i went to sch, i was pouring food for my hamsters.
And i noticed a 2nd dead fetus in choppy's cage.
I saw the first one on sunday.
Logic tells me tat she had the fetus stuck inside her womb for like at least 2 days since sunday.
She cant even walk and blood is on the beddings every corner of the cage.
I looked at her food, she doesnt seem to be eating much, or at all.
I dont know how others feel abt seeing a pet being sick, but to me, its like see-ing my own child.
And a type of torment to see her with the sunken eye and messy fur, and bleed.
I had no choice but to attend sch first, thinking tat i will have no choice but to cancel the meeting with angie at 2, and bring her to pet's lover first.
After class, i hurried home to see her.
OMG I saw her crawling with the dead fetus half hanging inside her womb!!
WTH? She cant seem to get it out, and obviously, she is still bleeding.
Oh damn... Nvm, i tot. I couldt just bring her to the pet lovers.
Cabbed my way thr. Cause its her life at stake.
Nothing can be more important than a life.
The pet's Lover vet looked at her and the hanging legs of the fetus,said she could do nothing.
And if i dont bring her to the clinic, she is gonna sleep forever.
Wat a nice way to put it but ya...
For a moment i stunned.
Vet clinics are usually VerY expensive.
The consultation fees are itself is 36 dollars.
Took another cab to balestier road as i cant find the bus 130 bus stop, and time is ticking.
When i reach, i was addressed as an emergency case.
The veterinian asked me in and says tat she has to put choppy to slp first, and then pull out the fetus, but if it cant work, then she will have to do a dont know wat suction thing?
Something like how we humans do abortion.
And she made me sign a thing tat says if choppy die, they are not gonna be responsible for it =(
Shortly afterwards, i was chased out of the room.
An hour of waiting was like 10 years of waiting for me.
The fetus is removed, did some anti bacteria thing on her, and then X-ray to see if there is anymore fetus inside her or not.
Uhoh, sad to say, i only have 100 dollars and yup i still owe them 50 plus.
So im gonna go for a job interview tmr and work and pay them back asap.
No matter wat, i didnt regret or listen to my mum, saying to let her die.
Life and is something tat i will exchange all monetary for, even though im such a money minded person.
It was 5.30 after all the struggling. Dragged my empty stomach to the lecture hall.
Pets are not allowed in the campus haha but the teachers didnt scold me after i told them the reason.
I missed the photoshoot.
I am very sad i missed the chance. But Hey, i repeat again.
I did not regret saving her life.
Back at home, dont know wat my mum is crying abt.
Need not to ask, its definately abt us and money again.
No more jewellaries to pawn.
Can we still eat?
It is still questionable.




The following picture is marked as disclaimers.Do not scroll down if u dont use to see it.

The red thing on her? Yup its the fetus.

After everthing....
She hides there to prevent me from handling her.
I love choppy. Rest well. Get healthy soon!

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Monday, August 2, 2010

Half awake now o.o
Woke at 7 this morning?
Eyes are really exhuasted but i just couldnt fall asleep.
Ytd was a great experience at fort canning.
Edwin da ge invited the RIG family to watch 'slash concert'.
Woke up at 6.30pm for the supposingly RIG meeting at 7, chinatown point.
And there is this sudden shocking sms to meet at 6pm, fort canning for the concert.
I literally went O_O and look at the clock.
6:40pm
*faints*
I tot i was terribly late, so i took a cab down.
Then i realise i could have taken the mrt instead-.-
Its like at cityhall-.-''
11 bucks gone T.T
The most ridiculous part of the whole cabbing down thing is tat,
he driver uncle says i cant use nets to pay cause the system hang.
And ive got no cash with me.
He drove me all the way back to killiney road to withdraw!!-.-
Waste my time isnt it?!
Then i was like thinking, it would be 10 times cheaper if i were take the mrt.
And i would have reach at abt the same time.
LOLS. It was totally wth??
Finally, we went to watch the concert.
Didnt know we are not suppose to bring liquid in o.o
Poor YP hahas!! xD His 1.5 litres got to finish it all,
While the girls shared yiting's sin.
It was flooded with ang moS!!
For a second i tot i wasnt in sg @.@
Didnt know the name of the guest performing band but the vocalist is really cool=)
He had his whole face covered up by his hair and only reveal it once in awhile.
Hahas!! I mean if he doesnt shows us the face, nobody would recognise U,
Unless well, he wants us to only recogn the hair hahas.
Not silky anyway, Nah Nah.
The sound system and lightings are good=)
Though compared to a chinese concert, the lightings are much lesser, but i prefer it this way.
And when the lightings are on the audience, it gives a very different sensation.
There was a break in between the guest performers and main performers, slash.
When slash appear, it shows are really different standard from the guest performers.
Yiting and Angie are crazy over the lead guitarist.
Which is common huh?
When i was in my previous band, i was also crazy over the way lead guitarist play xD
There is no grayrayne anymore, after i left, it changed the name to 'Life-after-Franklin'
Wasnt too sure how there are alrdy, but after the concert i really missed my time jamming with them!!
Hope everyone was doing well though.
Much things changed and i tot, changes might not be tat bad afterall=)
To think tat without grayrayne, i wouldnt have met jon(leader of the band)
And would not have known her gf( sharon, Binkz Boss).
And definately wouldnt have been where i am today.
Music is so broad,so creative and so adventurous.
Just when i was losing my motivation due to many setbacks in my life,
lucky enough, im being pulled by to track.
School starts at 12pm today, going for a photoshoot later on, for the backdrop on 8 august.
many homeworks yet to be completed and submission date is drawing near.
Life is hectic, but i love it.


Food for thought: Ytd in school, i was having a quick lunch with sanyae and this boy was putting a coin into the vending machine for some M and N chocolates. Who knows he dropped the chocolate on the floor and none of them was edible. He looked at us, who saw wat happened, forced out a smile of embarrassment or dissapointment and bounced off 'happily'. Everytime im faced with such situation, for some weird reason, my heart would twitch automatically and uncontrollably. It happens when i see an old uncle eating in the kopitiam sitting all by himself, and when some1 wanted to buy banana but didnt have enough money for it. I wanted to help, but in the end, im still too late. I suck =(

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