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Juyoi Chiang Create Your Badge Geylang Methodist Primary, Geylang Methodist School Secondary, Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts (Design & Media) This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights. Fly away Jia Wei Wan Qing Yan Ying William Boss Mandy Vivian Tay Tay JiaMin Elson Soh Koh YiTing Tan YingPeng Jessica Chua Sherman Foo Max Sim Angie Lee Joseph Hui Kadon Xu Shirley Shu Ping Sillykid* Evon Serena Wish List ~* Dont be greedy~ THE LAST BIT November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 July 2011 August 2011
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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Strengthless
Recently ive not been catching enough sleep.
Its like ive swallowed a clock into my stomach and would auto-wake up. LOLS~! its kinda funny but yeah really downright true for my case. Ops i can see the pimple not dying off =.='' Tonight i woke up at 3.30am with a running nose. Slept at 12.30am. No doubt im tired now. Seems like i really have the time now to finish up my over-due article. One down today,One more to submit tmr xD After gym, went home to write the lyrics for the song as there will be training later in the evening. Rushed to woodlands and im still late!!! OMG-.-'' Its really too far le. Alot of time spent just on travelling. About 1.5h just to get there =( Montion sickness is killing me. But training was nevertheless more fun to be in a group. And new things can be learnt everytime. Just tat i didnt managed to catch up my last train!! =( Had to walk from paya lebar T.T Like im not tired enough already?!?!?! But its okay, i enjoyed myself and benefitted from it. I didnt know training is going to over run again. Had khoon wait for 1 hour in the station doing nothing. I feel kinda bad. But ive got no chioce?!! Its not really safe to go home so late at night. Especially we have to walk the dark dark alleys to reach home like just now. I really need some1 next to me o.o He was really angry i had him wait for so long. Becos i told him if training over run, i would give him a text 30 mins before the original meeting time. But i fail to do so and he is really frustrated. Standing in his shoes, i would too, since im more impatient than him. I spent the whole journey back crying and making him understand how hard it is for me, if i ever lose a chance i waited for 16 years. And i hope he will get it, tat wat ever he is doing may be harming me indirectly. Like i will get distracted, wanting to sms him and tell him ;'hey sorry i will be late!' And if this carry on, i will be spilt into half, and not accomplish anything in the end. Of cos, i know i should give my time priority to the artiste carreer. But i would give my heart's No.1 to khoon. I dont know will he get it or not, but if he really loves me, he will. So will he? O_O Im so confused right now... im making my path so clear and putting in effort to all the things, but it just turns out differently. Haix. Depressed =( Not going to KTV tmr. Dont think it really helps in training as the echo and tremble is too strong. Cant hear the flaws clearly even if there is. I'll just stay at home and clean up which ever mess i have. Im not even busy with school yet. When sch starts... gonna change my routine. Oh ya, didnt have time to bother about hellofm and campus rock's voting!! Aiyo lose liao LOLS. Lets hope my friends can auto abit huh~~ if they happen to saw this xD Im gonna hit my sacks agains. Eyes cant take it anymore T.T Sometimes, it really hurts when some1 u care dont see ur point and effort... which makes u want to cry. Labels: Journal |