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Juyoi Chiang

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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
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This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights.



Friday, April 9, 2010

Its a raining day today. With my butt rooted to the seat of bus 64, im typing an entry for the blog. I don’t really like to take bus to khoon’s house. But it would be more trouble to walk to the mrt with showers of blessing. Recently there is really nothing to blog abt. Life is dead boring, with unpleasant omen. I don’t know how long this period is gonna last. Cross fingers i find something to do soon=D There is no internet connection here, so i just have to type in Microsoft office and save it to transfer later xD
My sleeping hours are kind unstable so i woke up at 2am ‘last-last’ night and played audi. Got angry with khoon. Dont wanna elaborate abt these unhappy things becos i don’t wanna kip a memory of it anywhr, not even B’ drive. But honestly if u say im frustrated and irritated, its more of upset. He ride his bike to my house. I was surprise for the second i saw him. Cant bear to see him cry. T.T its a specialty for women not men anyway-.- Actually i would get less angry very soon and its an unnecessary trip but sincerity counts=D Love love* Tgt, we had breakfast and went to his house shortly after.
We met with Vienna at somerset again o.o Not too bad location. They wanted to watch movie ( How to train ur dragon) but i tot its too expensive if its 3D and i can watch it online which its free. xD Sorry abt being so computer savvy hahas =D So in the end we sat at KFC and did tarots + pendulum. Vienna was at first dissatisfied about her pendulum, thinking it might be inaccurate. As she tested out her pendulum with people sitting next table, she is actually gained back her confidence=D Yeah. LOLS. Its quite funny when we approach the kids beside us xD Stupid khoon is so shy!-.-‘’ Speaking of which, i had this feeling about him starting to believe in these tarots and stuffs when he sees us do it many times =D Once 4 of us ( including nv er) picked the same freaky card. Then we walked to DG and he bought me sushi!! xD Wanted to have sakae sushi but haix nvm=D Make do with it. We sat down again at starbucks and carry on the readings. LOL. Then i feel stressed abt the entrance test in nafa. Haix. Why is my art so sucky-.- Not talented. Anyway im not sure if Vienna is coming to teach me drawing today or not=D Dont know why i feel this but i think Vienna and khoon is more compatible =( My feelings are never wrong but this time i hope i am. Haix. Anyway Vienna met her spirit guide O.O I think i cant =P Cause i fail to concentrate and cant meditate LOL!! Too distracted.
This morning i woke up and 5am. With empty stomach, i cmi for audi and might as well be a loser that leaves the game when i miss fm xD Haha. I tried to meditate too. I think its more of being able to visualise. Its not easy okay-.- Its my first time and i gave myself a pass =P LOL!! So shameless xD Okay.. for the first min or so.. i tried to kip myself from having any thoughts.. after that i tried to visualise anything that my thoughts bring me to. So the first thing that came into my mind is a patch of grassland with me standing there.Im sure i look pretty xD Although i cant really see my own face, just knowing tat its me. Its not difficult to feel the natural breeze around me, or at least visualise it. Its so stress free and relaxing. And im sure ive never came across that place in my life before, or in any shows ive watch. ( or else my visualisation would be seireitei =P) LOLS. Its just a sub conscious realm. SO don’t mind the minor details. Being in the scene is easy but being able to maintain it there is HARD. I tried to gather the 3 sense. See, hear and touch. Then as i walk straight in the grassland, i see something bright, but not irritating bright. I just allow myself to follow my instinct and walk forward. Im trying hard to see whats the symbols on the door. But its so blurry. The door opened by itself and as i walked in, what surrounds me changed. It feels like im in a place of natural habitat and all, and wats right infront of me is a waterfall. So cool xD And there is a faint figure but as i step forward towards it to see its face, or even tell its gender, it disappear and i thought its time for me to wake up from the inner world. Im afraid tat if i don’t walk back, i will stay there forever-.- So i walked back. As i walk, the things behind me turned blank. And i woke xD Hahas
Im reaching soon. So.. i’ll save and continue online =D
Ytd i found out why laogong is such a heater-.- becos he is fire element xD Told u he is not air alrdy =P noob! hahaas xD

PS: blih blih blih... its a secret code xD

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