Passion & Compassion

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Okay. Thats it. Cant take it anymore. I mean the blog is mine and yet i feel so restricted? Maybe its been looked at and thats the reason i cant post wat i want-.- Come on it doesnt serve its purpose as an entry anymore. Its more of like an article of a person's life! Okay get a grib on myself and what i want to say? Hmm... im thinking maybe laogong cares abt too LITTLE abt himself and abit too MUCH abt me instead. Not saying that his caring/ understanding/ love is not good or excess, my point is, i just feel that im the centre of his life and he isnt. Its great to hear that he is enjoying his work and having fun. What job can be better at this time? But he is like making plans on how to have fun with me and how to buy me things i want? Im really afraid i get too dependant on him and his finance that im losing the motivation to work!Now.. thats not ideal @.@ I mean.. i need to pay off my depts o.o i WANT to. Cant say need. Or he will rebuke -.- Then i can settle down on things i want to get... like altar items i should be getting it for myself and such things like candles is really none of his concern isnt it? Reseached alot and its all surrounding abt the same things , reading the same spells blah blah. Time to be inventor and use some creative juices here and there. So good luck to the new spell im coming up with!Hmm.. its getting kinda hard becos everything is gonna work so damn great if i had the altar up =( But its still gonna work! I think? @.@
Now this is a journal=D

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