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Juyoi Chiang

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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Omg.. wat can i say about myself..? Imcompetent, lousy, or irresponsible. I completly screwed up this event-.-'' Damn it!! Haix.. kena black face by that cheng ze alrdy lo. tempo went off and retarded on the stage. T.T wanted to cry on the spot but i must never do it. Becos its totally my fault of getting into this mess. I didnt practice it hard enough... its my fault!! Then when i was on stage CZ diao me. KNS want to box him sia. I always regard singing is easy.. but too bad, i just cmi today. Even laogong express in someway that i really suck. yeah.. but im not gonna give it up. Feb's event. im gonna do my best. Dont worry ppl! I will practice like mad and ask my partner to do the same as well. Im representing Binkz anyway.. comparing to youthbox, we must definately do better!! The song is decided so... okay!!=D Time to practice. This time have hong teng with me as well.. dont know how he is gonna perform on stage. I mean different ppl have diff styles mah. Looking at the more singing stage experienced anthony, jia lin, and alan today... i learn alot of things, especially from jia lin.( She is girl also mah, so easier to absorb). All in all, today im very disappointed in myself. I really didnt know i am so lousy.. in acting as well. Shouldnt have shown that stupid face. I realise life is like that.. sometimes having confidence.. might not gives u a better result... it just makes ppl think that u are a very big talk person. Like.. well at least that is wat some ppl might think of me.I dont care really... i want that confidence. So i wont get nervous and stressed up. It might just be a facade... but it helps alot. I promise_100% guaranty chop+ warranty+ swear im gonna do much better on 21 feb and makes binkz proud of me.
After that, me, jia lin, anthony,alan, how cher and of cos the Business developer( laogong *kiss*) went for movie and lunch without HC. LOLS. He had badminton training and is stinky, so we dont have that much of patience and time to wait for him, had lunch without him xD in kopitiam( The food court). LOLS. Glad to see that laogong is bonding with everyone else=D The movie we watched is called A Dog's Story. Plot is kinda lame and boring la but the story is real. I cried. Abit =D Before that laogong bought chips for me. Thanks laogong for sponsering me with all these. I Confirm with u that i will pay u back for the lappy, as well as being more independent financially after i work xD
Ytd's update:
Was too tired and fell asleep soon after i reach home.OMG!! I just rmb that i didnt put food for my hamsters today!! Poor thing!!! Gonna go home fast!! =( Oh yeah i went to cut my hair, go for work and see chengze scolding and get scolding from him( i did nothing wrong), and he leaves me a very STRONG impression on how he is like. I call that rational. But anyways. Will talk mroe abt this eventually. Soon! Gonna go home fast!! xD On my grey contacts today.

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