Passion & Compassion

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Everything is just like a dream. Although ive never experienced it before... but i think its something like a long premonition that doesnt come true. Horny... I still cannot accept the fact that u are gone in my life. Although u are hamster and i am human.. the chemistry bewteen us is so great.. and thats what makes me difficult to let u go.. I preformed a funeral ritual at khoon's house today for you. I dont want to.. because i dont want to pronounced u dead. 5 months with u is not a short period of time.. but its never enough time to spend with u. I miss going home everyday, going into the house and first thing i do is to put u on my left palm and u will crawl on me=D What makes me most sad is that i actually fail to realise that u are so sick until u are incurable by the vet.( Or he is useless) And images of u keep appearing in my mind... when u are sick, u couldnt even turn ur body over after u fell from the wheel. It breaks my heart darling. And the fact tat u died in my palm, the last few breathe u took its still ringing in my ears. The exhuastion the illness is causing u... i regretted. Ytd afternoon, i know u are sleeping for the whole day.... i didnt took u for it because u are lively when we took u out. Thats why we didnt pay much attention. But if we did.. things wouldnt have turned out this way.. isnt it? We could have more time to bring u to a better vet that specialise in hamsters... and u arent so weak ytd... Horny im so sorry i made u suffer this much... T.T U are only 6 months old.. too young to be gone even if u are a hamster... I didnt even see u eat ur own baby hamsters yet!! How can u get sick at this time... And khoon was saying.. things change so fast. Ytd we are all so happy and today... T.T Horny.. please let us be positive that choppy is having ur babies. I promise i wont make the same mistake again... I'll take care of ur laopo choppy on ur behalf... and maybe ur kids...last but not least... thanks for ur 1 dollar=D

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