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Juyoi Chiang

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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
(Design & Media)

This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights.



Thursday, July 14, 2011

Its late.
Lying on the bed and felt tat im too awake.
Slept in the afternoon becos the whole of last night was watching moonlight resonance.
As expected from a hong kong drama, the ending satisfy me a lot.
Compared to korean’s emo ending and jap’s mysterious ending.
I looked into my phone’s contact and sighed.
There are so many ppl out thr, and none of them I really wanted to talk to.
Khoon’s slping now and I didn’t wanna ‘disturb’.
He cant kip me company only anyway since his laptop is still under maintanence.
My mood today wasn’t feeling good.
I was my assigned class, DM2M.
Same with winnie’s bf next yr… looked at the modules im gonna take and yes im pretty relieved its gonna be less art related now.
At first I wanted to be in 2L but then when I took a closer look, im so glad im in 2M=)
Most of the afternoon and evenings are free. Monday is the most hectic and Tuesday,Thursday,Friday are resting days=)
Im going in school and register for some modules when school starts.
I don’t really understand the system o.o
Anyway im going to change wash the cage tmr.
They are fighting so much, which makes me feel hopeless.
I cant be 24/7 beside them to stop the war nor I can separate them well.
Even pests are attacking the cage now=(
Just a note, I finished watching X-Men first class online just now.
Its kinda cool!=)
Like it explained how everything begins.
Zi xuan sms-ed me today.
She is complaining abt the camera.
Fighting over it with my sister.
Apparently I feel kinda bad not lending it to her( not tat I don’t want, its my sister-.-)
She says she need it for wat NDP for the following days-.-
But I doubt so, she might be using it to take down moments of her advanced bday celebration.
On the other hand, zi xuan’s daddy used to lend me his camera when im in need for my sch assisgment.
Though tats not the only reason why I want to lend her.
Its all too late to say now becos no matter what she cant be able to get it already.
So.. forget it!=(
Idk why im feeling so down today.
I wanted laogong to stay by my side, despite being a Thursday-family day.
Im so bad right…. I made him lie.
Hmm… maybe PMS is real hehe xD

Food for thought: Do u have to act emo or be emo to gain attention?? I do feel its necesarry sometimes, maybe im pyschologically sick in the mind. To feel tat i need more attention, and not just from 1 person, from 2, from 3, but more than tat.....Or maybe i just want to feel tat my 'friends' actually care.