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Juyoi Chiang
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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
(Design & Media)
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Its 5:55am now.
So early in the morning yet im not asleep yet...
A gush of feelings flow over me suddenly.
I knew tat i have to blog today if not someone would be upset=)
Not many things happened today..
As usual chasing the hong kong drama moonlight resonance.
If i have so many siblings i would faint hahas!
Actually i have so many things to kip note, but refuse to hang them here...
Some things just dont need to be advertised.
At night... had a meeting with dayan senpai and A-star.
Once again we are framed for 'making a din in the lobby quarreling with bf'.
We might/might not be making a little noise.
Even if we did, we are sure we didnt disturb anyone or cos any inconvenience.
This is the 2nd time those ppl frame us.
The 1st was 'playing computer in dance studio'.
Tot we settled it? Now it comes again.
Im not angry, im not upset... just disappointed.
If the band really did something wrong, i will apologise to whoever.
The fact is, we didnt.
I couldnt take it anymore...
But i feel tat its not fair for dayan, its not his fault but he has to listen to us cursing.
And its not his fault but i feel so bad tat i want to not perform the dance tat we've practice for so long.
In fact, H,C, and me arent ready.
Not to say J, i know she learns fast, but dancing is abt team, not individual+ ive not hear her sing yet.
We really dont have much time..
I really dont want the band to perform like clowns.
And dont want to disappoint yp and other companies coming down.
Im so half-hearted abt practice tmr....
the band, im not even sure if they are moving with me, or we are moving individually.
Just like jyen, she says she can make it, and all of a sudden, she cant.
Im really depressed.
I have no idea what to do...
Is it really worth it for me to put in so much effort when nobody really appreciates or need it?
Maybe im just being extra.
Maybe i think too much.
Maybe they dont even need all these im giving.
Sometimes i really think tat way...
Winnie kip mentioning studies.
Yup, its important, but i dont think she wont take time for hafiz.
Jyen, final year, important with project, i dont even get the chance to know her well, plus she say she has no interest in the industry.
Christy, so far so good? But her singing and dancing is normal.
In the industry, dont need a person to be 70/100 in everything. Even if u score 20/100 for some, as long as u score 90/100, u are the one.
Hope she understands tat.
As for me. im still not satisfied with my dance, or my singing, still trying to perfect.
But im already so vexed, the pap gives me problem, even my own band mates are stressing me out without them knowing.
Pressure T.T
In the end i still use this post to complain abt life.
LOLS.... forget it...=( Dont think too much and catch a good slp.
Anyway im waiting for my laogong to come out with a scedule for me to study.
Ive always been planning and planning.... hopefully one lovely soul comes out to plan for me...
Which is my laogong... Love u much! I know u would read this... and..
Just now i had noodles agn, to take medicine=)
And i ate the left over sweet hehe ^^
Oh ya! I left kiwi's hse open and u know wat!
She tried to climb out!
Luckily i saw her reflection in the dark room and helicopter her back =)
Cute isnt she?????
Im going to slp soon hahas...
Anyway..... happy bday brother!!!!^^
So early in the morning yet im not asleep yet...
A gush of feelings flow over me suddenly.
I knew tat i have to blog today if not someone would be upset=)
Not many things happened today..
As usual chasing the hong kong drama moonlight resonance.
If i have so many siblings i would faint hahas!
Actually i have so many things to kip note, but refuse to hang them here...
Some things just dont need to be advertised.
At night... had a meeting with dayan senpai and A-star.
Once again we are framed for 'making a din in the lobby quarreling with bf'.
We might/might not be making a little noise.
Even if we did, we are sure we didnt disturb anyone or cos any inconvenience.
This is the 2nd time those ppl frame us.
The 1st was 'playing computer in dance studio'.
Tot we settled it? Now it comes again.
Im not angry, im not upset... just disappointed.
If the band really did something wrong, i will apologise to whoever.
The fact is, we didnt.
I couldnt take it anymore...
But i feel tat its not fair for dayan, its not his fault but he has to listen to us cursing.
And its not his fault but i feel so bad tat i want to not perform the dance tat we've practice for so long.
In fact, H,C, and me arent ready.
Not to say J, i know she learns fast, but dancing is abt team, not individual+ ive not hear her sing yet.
We really dont have much time..
I really dont want the band to perform like clowns.
And dont want to disappoint yp and other companies coming down.
Im so half-hearted abt practice tmr....
the band, im not even sure if they are moving with me, or we are moving individually.
Just like jyen, she says she can make it, and all of a sudden, she cant.
Im really depressed.
I have no idea what to do...
Is it really worth it for me to put in so much effort when nobody really appreciates or need it?
Maybe im just being extra.
Maybe i think too much.
Maybe they dont even need all these im giving.
Sometimes i really think tat way...
Winnie kip mentioning studies.
Yup, its important, but i dont think she wont take time for hafiz.
Jyen, final year, important with project, i dont even get the chance to know her well, plus she say she has no interest in the industry.
Christy, so far so good? But her singing and dancing is normal.
In the industry, dont need a person to be 70/100 in everything. Even if u score 20/100 for some, as long as u score 90/100, u are the one.
Hope she understands tat.
As for me. im still not satisfied with my dance, or my singing, still trying to perfect.
But im already so vexed, the pap gives me problem, even my own band mates are stressing me out without them knowing.
Pressure T.T
In the end i still use this post to complain abt life.
LOLS.... forget it...=( Dont think too much and catch a good slp.
Anyway im waiting for my laogong to come out with a scedule for me to study.
Ive always been planning and planning.... hopefully one lovely soul comes out to plan for me...
Which is my laogong... Love u much! I know u would read this... and..
Just now i had noodles agn, to take medicine=)
And i ate the left over sweet hehe ^^
Oh ya! I left kiwi's hse open and u know wat!
She tried to climb out!
Luckily i saw her reflection in the dark room and helicopter her back =)
Cute isnt she?????
Im going to slp soon hahas...
Anyway..... happy bday brother!!!!^^