Joy CHIANG JH
Juyoi Chiang
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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
(Design & Media)
This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights.
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Saturday, July 23, 2011
I should stop listening to emo songs
In case i cant stop crying, like now.
Okay, just let me feel up the day's event be4 all the emotions comes in.
Rollerbladed with khoon and dong.
Good news!
Nobody fell =) *claps*
Almost, but didnt xD
Decided to go lan, so they ask me to get kor to come along...
But he was busy/ didnt want to come.
We went to lan in the end.
And we saw him!
LOLS...
He kinda ignored me-.-
But its okay.. cos i know his situation =)
Or at least tats how i tried to convince myself over a 'saddist friend'/ 'saddist sibling'.
Alright now i shall just let my emotions flow okay?
I hope i can...but i cant
Cos thr are so many restrictions.
I seldom hate myself so much...
I seldom dont have goals, or dont know wat is it tat i want.
I seldom cry.
Now i feel like flooding the place.
Becos...??
God knows why!!!
Anyways... i really enjoyed myself today.
Everything is perfect.
Had so much fun... laugh so much.
How the day passes off really doesnt matter,
Happy or sad, the problem is still thr.
Another thing is tat... i find tat thr are only very few ppl i can talk to..
And i dont want to lose any of them...
For a social pariah like me.... all are precious..
Among them... only 2 ppl i can talk to abt anything...
Cos not everyone is suited for everything.
But i think im losing 1 of them...
I felt tat im annoying...
Pillow's soak wet.
Thr are many different tears..
Tears of joy, and tears tat just drop down becos u just yawned..
But true tears are those tat makes u look ugly with those red and swollen eyes tat remains thr for another day.
Sad to say im having those.
And i find myself uglier each day.
Maybe im losing my confidence or watever.
Or it shouldnt be thr in the first place......
In case i cant stop crying, like now.
Okay, just let me feel up the day's event be4 all the emotions comes in.
Rollerbladed with khoon and dong.
Good news!
Nobody fell =) *claps*
Almost, but didnt xD
Decided to go lan, so they ask me to get kor to come along...
But he was busy/ didnt want to come.
We went to lan in the end.
And we saw him!
LOLS...
He kinda ignored me-.-
But its okay.. cos i know his situation =)
Or at least tats how i tried to convince myself over a 'saddist friend'/ 'saddist sibling'.
Alright now i shall just let my emotions flow okay?
I hope i can...but i cant
Cos thr are so many restrictions.
I seldom hate myself so much...
I seldom dont have goals, or dont know wat is it tat i want.
I seldom cry.
Now i feel like flooding the place.
Becos...??
God knows why!!!
Anyways... i really enjoyed myself today.
Everything is perfect.
Had so much fun... laugh so much.
How the day passes off really doesnt matter,
Happy or sad, the problem is still thr.
Another thing is tat... i find tat thr are only very few ppl i can talk to..
And i dont want to lose any of them...
For a social pariah like me.... all are precious..
Among them... only 2 ppl i can talk to abt anything...
Cos not everyone is suited for everything.
But i think im losing 1 of them...
I felt tat im annoying...
Pillow's soak wet.
Thr are many different tears..
Tears of joy, and tears tat just drop down becos u just yawned..
But true tears are those tat makes u look ugly with those red and swollen eyes tat remains thr for another day.
Sad to say im having those.
And i find myself uglier each day.
Maybe im losing my confidence or watever.
Or it shouldnt be thr in the first place......