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Juyoi Chiang

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Geylang Methodist Primary,
Geylang Methodist School Secondary,
Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts
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Saturday, May 1, 2010

Pendy is always right !!

Ytd, its beltane, fire festival=)
Im suppose to attend the celebration.
I end up in gui yi sister's house.
She is down with cancer.
Only a few hours to left. ( Tats what i heard from when im still at home at 10am)
Everyone is worried, and CCG sent me, my mum, and sabrina jie jie there.
First time i visit her.
It wasnt tat bad looking.
Not like those times when i go to the hospital and feel so upset.
She is not in pain, as long nobody touches her.
My first thought is, she had bolster or something on her tummy.
The last thing i would expect is her tummy bloated.
She had very very short hair due to kimotherapy.
However, she still looks pleasant to me =)
Her breathing is hard and deep.
They are constantly chanting in her room, hoping to get Buddha reduce her pain.
Oh i heard tat its x7 times the pain.
So a gentle pat would hurt her tremendously.
She didnt open her eyes throughout.
Maybe she is in comma.
The others are talking to her.

I wanted to, but wat can i say? Im not close to her, and doesnt want to appear hypocritical.
Then i was asked to chant along.
Since i appear to be the only one not crying o.o
Im not being cold hearted, but i know its her time up yet today.
In fact, i hope it is... so she wont be in pain anymore T.T
Anyways i said the same inscription abt 100 times or so, i doubt it will work.
Im not a believer o.o
I asked pendy trice, and it says most likely its today. Not ytd.
I couldnt feel how the others feel.
But i felt wat her fiancee felt.
Not more sorrow from him...
Haix.... anyways i was sent home by trevor.
Too drained and fell asleep. Couldnt wake up even though he is here. I dragged him to bed instead.
LOLS. We both slept until 9 plus.
Had dinner.
Audi till just now.