Joy CHIANG JH
Juyoi Chiang Create Your Badge Geylang Methodist Primary, Geylang Methodist School Secondary, Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts (Design & Media) This is the only place for me to share my happiness & the only space for me to dump my sorrows. I fall in love with beautiful colours and the silence of late nights. Fly away Jia Wei Wan Qing Yan Ying William Boss Mandy Vivian Tay Tay JiaMin Elson Soh Koh YiTing Tan YingPeng Jessica Chua Sherman Foo Max Sim Angie Lee Joseph Hui Kadon Xu Shirley Shu Ping Sillykid* Evon Serena Wish List ~* Dont be greedy~ THE LAST BIT November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 July 2011 August 2011
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
He won, I lost. My last tears to hawrny. I Love you.
Hawrny won the battle destinated for him. I lost to him.. couldnt kip him with me for any longer. But...after all the crying.. i realised that.. thank god, he won. No more suffering from him. One night is enough. hahah!! He zhuan dao lo. The whole of last night im like so caring, feed water in his mouth and all these. Went to the vet, expected that to happen. Cant control my tears. My cute little hammy is gonna leave me alone now. How bad!! But..thats how life is.
5 months with him is really awesome time for me and i believe for khoon as well. Took days to decide whether to buy a hamster.. which gender we should get, and the owner picked him for us. Its all fated. I still can rmb the first time i hold him in my hand, so tiny that im afraid i might squueze him. Then as time goes by, he started to get use to his environment, to the little fish tank and small pee-ing house( used to store food for him) and the hamster food khoon prepared for him. How attentive isnt he? Did his best for my first cute hamster son=D LOL. Slowly, im the one who get use to observe him and his actions. So attractive, so amusing and interesting to me. Its a habit to have him in my palm and running around my body. Often gettint scold by my mother that he is dirty, i believe that he is the purest thing ive even met in life. No human can match. His intelligence, his 30km/h gromming-himself speed. Often, i imagine him smiling at me while we are playing. His body language. He is happy, thats all that i want to know. His next phase in life is that we started buying him more things. A ball for him to run inside(making screaming ladies in the house), and his sand bath. had to clean him manually xD Soon, we got him choppy, a mate to play with and mate with. So that we do not rob him from his rights to reproduce. yeah i saw him doing that. Which adds on to my experience in life. Hawrny, u thought me alot of things. Especially now that u are gone. U let me realise the importance to cherish the people around me. No matter who they are. Thanks for showing me so many things that without u, i wont be able to know. Now that u are in ur hamster world, leading a life with no worries, no pain, no suffering, only eternal happiness---joy( which is me). LOL xD I believe u wont forget ur daddy also^^ And... thanks for giving me the 1 dollar LOL!! Today 4d sure we tio alrdy=D Just let us win enough food for choppy and ur unborn sons and daughters^^ See. Mummy is not as greedy as u think. But if u want to give more, we dont mind at all=D LOL!!! xD And lastly.. rmb!! we are a family.... FATHER AND MOTHER, I LOVE YOU. We love u too=D Rest in peace. Labels: Journal. |